The reality is so small I

 Today I had a reality together! Suddenly had a strange feeling, suddenly feeling small , life, future, distant future ... good for me ! Start scared, I'm afraid ... ... Perhaps this life I know a lot of truth, to understand my side really true the lies dressed in , once I do not believe someone would lie to me , once I Do not believe the feelings of people to deceive me ... ... but the reality is the reality, really , really in my Huangyan hang around ! Have too much fantasy , fantasy was too well , I have a sad and heart ... ... The world has many, many people, and I just flat Fanfan that one ! The sun rising and falling every day , do not care I have not pay attention to it! Alternating day and night every day , it will not stop crying because I am ! It was strong and some weak ! The reality is so small I was .