My whole body's a lot of people say I'm really OK, the depths of the situation so bad, in my tortured by disease and poverty half the man with the original, I still will write an invigorating open open smile on the face, every day I and her friends still talk on the ground, flight, smiling flower. Friends say I am a strong personality, however hard it hard to not cry, my heart probably end in a thick crust shell, invulnerability it. < br> I'm smiling at the side without a word, whenever I have this time to answer their questions with silence, I would like to face in the crowd, the iron which is the heart of people, which were then able to escape the awkward and unbearable mortal? particular I, I fall into the prevalent custom of a woman and mediocre, more worthy of the mind which end in a thick crust shell? not say I will not cry, false also!
when I lived in a very short period of time to changed by the disease, a better life on the road immediately around the mess, ruins. when life started slowly increase as a picture of a happy little Holland was exposed as sharp angle, the colors just a little hazy, it was unexpected The storm wet picture, all the happiness and joy, to be disseminated in a mess, to pieces. I was totally the pursuit of a better life disrupted, and even weak, I had no strength to even stand, and again subjected to meal storm, in the face of all this, I cried, crying mess, all over the world in my eyes are dim. Do not say I will not cry.
When I have leaned on my leg pain crutches hobbled out of the house, the children look like monkeys in the zoo looking at me like, and followed me, and I feel that my heart was abandoned in the desert where no smoke, but I pretended nothing had happened I said hello to the kids, laughing, I leave to my children's candy distributed to children around the children agents just quickly disappeared, however I am happy! When my friends look with love and compassion look at me, and even some outspoken friends said how could I become like this? I smiled and answered, this looks like a good ah, how, am I not better than ever Diao, surpass beauty, the pressure over Zhaojun, overshadowed Royal? me laughing to joke about it, back home, I burst into tears, hardship has changed me too much, let the tears wash these unfortunate it. Do not say I will not cry!
when I was weaving with their nimble hands arts and crafts, make a girl crush, perhaps she wanted it to your beloved one. When she saw my legs hurt even need crutches, and she even picked up my crochet items a few days when the hard rush of running, and I The stubborn leg ah, only standing still, watched the girl disappeared in the sea. I was in tears, like a silent cry. Later, I head down, tears wanton cross-flow term, as the river burst its banks , blew out, and strong I ah, then, in that case, do not say I will not cry!
when the family suffered the test of interest, and the interests of the family did not stand the test of time. When my good intentions and charity are misunderstood, use, cheating and even Hengzao misfortune. I never want to come to the conclusions of the sun the dark, and I do not want to see the wood not seen Tarzan, I cried for the family can not stand the test of interest to farewell! Whenever this time, not to mention I will not cry!
love again when I repeat the Cold War, a time not review Haikushilan rhetoric, time and time again that we love, the door was forced open and hurried off. face next to me so many good friends I have nowhere to appeal a situation, I had to go square, I hide in the corner, I burst into tears, I have only tears my heart to the earth, so that earth knows my heart, how can I let my friends know that I cry silently in the corner, can not! they are busy tired, I do not want to give them my tears, I do not want to bother their lives, to know who my heart, not to mention I will not cry!
when my two children in their mother's stomach still did not see the flowers in the world, forced to pinch to life, bid farewell to earth, say goodbye to their Sixin mother crack lung. the face of these deep soul impact on women, in that moment I burst into tears, fashion tide, at this time do not say I will not cry!
when I was disease dedication, is the world's most beautiful halo, old classmates and friends, for my mental and financial help, which I would love clutched in her hand, suddenly a warmth spread throughout the body, I can not help but shed a tear, in the face of that love I have nothing to return, I feel then? I put a piece of treasure in the heart of Hong heart, like a flower never zero. At this moment, not to mention I will not cry!
When a touching drama, a book, you can make me silent tears at the side, along with the characters and I cry, I sometimes sighed with regret, sometimes saddened, I feel moved by them, and their sad, I let my a very fragile heart beats in their side, I was kind of their probation, tears for their misfortune. Do not say I will not cry!
bits and pieces of life can make me cry, and even broke down in tears, are difficult Since the suppression. but I can treasure the tears, the joy is passed, the yearning for a better life everywhere in the face, and to inspire people, to deliver irrefutable truth, for one unfortunate put up a blue blue sky. Do not say I do not cry!
Ancun back frequently, life's long road rough or muddy, or covered with thorns, even if disaster strikes a timely manner fate by the throat, the fate challenges, beyond the limits of life. the evening will never come, , The Story of Qiu always singing in the wind, a dry-year-old wing of the original dance on the grass just for the strong, the strong is always the way to heaven, where the beauty of flowers and flowers. So strong we must learn to do bury tears in front of people will smile to show people laugh, to convince myself that a Zen word: heart like the students. defined as liking, and joy to come to be. I want to cry may be a vent, vent over to happiness , and in unsure of the wrong time for us to open another window, the interpretation of another new life.
not say I will not cry, I am a mortal, I am not God!
Postscript: < br> This article talked about the hero is one of my high school alumni, I have two long, she was ordinary but not extraordinary, but she endured the ordeal laugh!
The following part is the memories of her classmates:
229 secondary schools in our Health Anglo classes had a student named Guo Mengting (221 classes her freshman), but according to the graduation of our class do not see her figure, because she was diagnosed at the entrance on the eve of unfortunate infestation on the SLE, so suddenly left the classroom, how much I think we all understand the point of this serious disease. I only know that after graduation she narrowly escaped death saved the life, thought she had recovered to recover, because at that time the students did not call each other Contact inconvenience, so gradually lost contact with her. until the summer of 2007 only by chance that, because she has not been out of the shadow of his illness. with her on the phone told me she laughed: Although life to retrieve, but has various disease-ridden, in her blog, she writes of their condition: on the femoral head necrosis. happy, I had to rely on crutches clear lurches forward. disease that are often gathered together in my body ', a gathering of distinguished', that willfully torture me, trampling on the body of my youthful. In one of my friends grand plans to develop a career was when I shift the lot a lot of time and money given to the disease. inner reflections, only experienced people who can understand life and death!
ten years she has spent tens of million of medical treatment, medication to be perennial, though has been running a shoe store in the hard work, the family has always been a no savings, was more It can be said is dead end. As the drug because she suffered in 2005 found again in the femoral head, started walking inconvenient to rely on crutches support. She needs an operation can save his legs, but the hundreds of thousands on surgery her illness dragged on. She actively exercise to try to extend the life of his legs, but also understand that if you miss the last time for treatment, her legs will never destroy!
she has always been stronger in an optimistic , a dozen years ago when her first admission, patients with the ward to come to walk, she was the only person alive! I think that a patient may be pain and suffering is not all dead, but of death was repressed fear of death! but still said she has been singing ah ah jump, is her optimism and a strong desire to live saved her, let her beat lupus erythematosus, but this time, I understand you can not rely on the strong positive to save her.
so I Shanzizuozhu her in the yearbook on the incident. hoping to make some of her modest means. impressive is the 229 classmates to respond quickly to it, have donations, or even never met the students well-established friends, about the incident is also generous, with a million more, thousands, and hundreds of small, Mengting tried every means to raise themselves and ultimately take place in autumn 2007 , Guangzhou, go for surgery, because she multi-contact call, and finally moved to the hospital's Zhuzhidafu, promised relief for some of her medical expenses. Although she is only enough money on hand surgery for the leg, although the only selection of the most cheap domestic materials, but her condition has been should not be delayed ... ... she chose the more serious the situation was before an operation his left leg, right leg to conservative treatment.
Fortunately, the surgery was very successful and nursed back to health after a few months , Meng Ting and get out of crutches!
she is unfortunate, but it is great fortune, love and happiness has been with her in ten years, well-intentioned people continue to be among the help of her ten years there do not always shelter for her abandoned lover, stand by the community, and now young but very sensible to bring her adopted daughter solace ... ... she realized how much happiness in happiness, the people can not understand!
in before her operation, she and several classmates I had similar to visit her. schoolmates friendship is so rare, it ate, lived a full three years of collective life, which have allowed us to become like siblings, although the absence of many years, but a meeting , that is still warm friendship formed into the community can not compare. together after ten years, as brothers and sisters feel like a reunion! lots to talk about old stories people want to laugh and to cry - then we are so stupid and yet so true! Mengting superior memory that come to class each person's name, story, treasure the hands of more students than anyone else picture, the students wrote to her graduation guest book, she turned bad, and can back out ... ... Mengting optimistic than we all think! catch the style that she was, or so in love say love laughing. more than ten years experience in the struggle with the illness She told us they like to tell a fascinating story interesting, even make us laughing! I feel like reading an inspirational novel, benefited! I said if it was me, and live to see today , and is also shared by other students. She is unimaginable how to overcome those difficulties off the ah? her away again and again to Beijing for treatment, a settled her lover she sent home to care for children and business, in that complete unfamiliar environment, how much pain she was alone, helpless to survive the day! inconvenience in her life can not take care of themselves walking the day, she used two hands to weave all kinds of beautiful objects, to give medical personnel and the same ward, she has, we like her to take care of her sympathy for her as much as possible, every day someone wants to volunteer to help her to the cafeteria Dafan, buying household items and even clothes for her; do not bribe, medical examination and treatment of her time will advance as far as possible avoid the cafeteria on dinner time; in her business to live in hardship because of insufficient funds on credit goods manufacturers will be to her; her long illness as medicine, try to experiment on themselves more money and more effective remedy, because Western medicine is more moderate than the low-cost, She tried to give his side of border with Chinese medicine, her prescription to the pharmacy big boss Diego glasses! a mother to help her take care of business when a customer bargain too hard, her mother could not help saying: engage in price, and my daughter became seriously ill with disabilities, such as money, cure it! ah to be a healthy person was already doing the body and cornea donation intention ... ...
after her surgery last year, I again see her, she can even pick up the child ride a bike! Mengting is the status quo meet, the only apprehension is that owed nothing to the students return the favor. there is a kind of students she has also funded the capital, hoping she can expand the business, profits will also see better, and good early save enough for the other half of surgery completely out of pain, her life will completely turned around. Unfortunately, the overall economic recession last year, is also affected by her small business, walk a fine hard one year, the hand has only enough money to purchase maintenance, and will not let shop closed their doors, while the conservative treatment of leg situation is gradually deteriorating, but also to an operation of last resort ... ...
Mengting worried again, five million in treatment costs to re-pressure in her head, can not help people help in the end also once let me down, I had to re-think to students for help. After all, strength in numbers, all hands make light work, we must have the ability to help her as soon as possible an operation, once again pace is brisk, back to us!
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